This is apart of my trauma.. self hatred. Feeling like I want to die. Not feeling worthy enough. I went on a bike ride and fell into the road but wasn’t helped by the person I was riding with… this made me feel unimportant and unneeded by this person.
When I feel like this it makes me cry because I feel like I want to die, but I remember all the people that I’m living for.
I’m feeling my feelings, but am I feeling them too much?
Beth’s connections 